your heart’s trepidation

your heart’s trepidation

And then again, the mundane. Where the magic really happens. Folding laundry, washing the kitchen floor, checking footnotes, handing cups of water to unemployed  refugees walking  up and down the roads in search of work, picking rocket leaves for salad, combing grass seeds out of the dog’s tail. Letting a dream follow me from room to room.

This from Chuck Miller:

in celebration of surviving

when senselessness has pounded you around on the ropes
and you’re getting too old to hold out for the future
no work and running out of money,
and then you make a try after something that you know you
    won’t get
and this long shot comes through on the stretch
in a photo finish of your heart’s trepidation
then for a while
even when the chill factor of these prairie winters puts it at
    fifty below
you’re warm and have that old feeling
of being a comer, though belated
in the crazy game of life

standing in the winter night
emptying the garbage and looking at the stars
you realize that although the odds are fantastically against you
when that single January shooting star
flung its wad in the maw of night
it was yours
and though the years are edged with crime and squalor
that second wind, or twenty-third
is coming strong
and for a time
perhaps a very short time
one lives as though in a golden envelope of light


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